September 2009
6 posts
“At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be...”
– Grey’s Anatomy
“Sometimes it’s easier to say that you don’t care… than to explain all the...”
– Sex and the city
“I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is...”
– The o.c
Semi Precious Weapons
I can’t pay my rent but I’m fucking gorgeous!!!
August 2009
20 posts
I feel as if I'm on a riot against my will.
Today was a dick sucking day. Way bad BAD TO THE EXTREME HIGH END FUCK TODAY FUCK THE CONDITION OF THE FUCKING WEATHER WHICH MADE THINGS WORSE awww fuck fuck fuck.
What happens when hearts collide? Do they adhere or do they turn to fizz?
I want to form a dictation. A dictation of how much hatred I need to let go fast. I want them to spell out all the fucking shit you’ve done. Small and...
Tired of being sorry
I don’t know why you want to follow me tonight, when the rest of the world with whom I’ve crossed and I’ve quarreled. Letting me down so for a thousand reasons that I know, to share forever the unrest, with all the demons I possess. Beneath th silver moon. Maybe you were right, but baby I was lonely. I don’t want to fight, I’m tired of being sorry. I’m standing...
“There is only one page left to write on. I will fill it with words of only one...”
– Audrey Niffengger
You got to learn
To live life happy.
Out of reach
You know I tried forgetting you, but I failed. You know I tried holding onto you, but baby you’re just out of reach.
Blame it on the alchohol baby.
“I close my eyes, inhale, and feel a rush of heat and energy that takes my breath...”
Miami sex
I h8 you.
Not compatible at all but it's beyond control.
You want to see him. The strong urge is there. You’re speechless your heart is racing your cheeks burning. You felt so disappointed when he left but you know you’ll see him again. You anticipate for that moment to come. Isn’t that love?
You’re in deep shit girl.
I don't know how to make a confession so I wait.
It mattered so much that you broke your promises. What you said, you did not try. You didn’t even try.
You didn’t bother to try. You didn’t bother to try. You didn’t bother to try.
Broke it. Ruined it. Broke me. Ruined me. That was so simple. You didn’t expect it would be that simple but you made an attempt to try. To put me in all these shit.
I made a turn. I saw...
Keep away pill.
It backfired. I know.
I hate saying things that result me in sounding so desperate for you. I was desperate for you. But not anymore. Cheer, give them a high five for all you want I know you’re darn happy right now. You’ll get a taste of what I felt for the past few months someday somehow.
Say hi to karma darling.
Miss you a billion times and so on.
Awww fuck my mood is so “I’ll shoot you if you come any closer!!” right now. I feel so (no words to describe) can i kill you can i fuck you can i strangle you can i chop you can i just dig out your brains? Fer-ark.
Gotta start to change that fucked up shit knn attitude of mine no? Gotta smile and laugh more no? Gotta be happy no? Yes. Cb nbcb nbcb nbcb nbcb smlj la this fucking...
No U turns.
I visit that blog everyday. I never fail to cry whenever a new post is out. I stare enviously at that page all the time. All the happy times they’re having. I wish I had just half of what she has.
I wish you know that I miss you so bloody fucking much but I doubt you’ll even give a shit about it. If only you’ll just miss me for that little bit, just that one bit will do. Because...
So wounded
When your heart has been broken and stepped on. It leaves you hesitant, reluctant to try. To give in once more, to open up to emotion. To dip your toe into the mire, into the ocean of desire. To dip your toe into the ocean of unknown emotions. If you don’t enter the water, you won’t get wet. There is no danger of being dragged under. Should you take a chance on love again? Throw caution to...
Only thing left.
My phone got stolen by some bunch of fucking faggots they will burn in hell for eternity they will get hit by car they will get struck by lightning they will be bitten to death by bed bugs when they sleep they will drown when they swim I hope they die fuck! Die fuck die JUST FUCKING DIE nbcb.
I wasted my saturday away just like that.
MAKE SURE YOU DIE FAGGOTS _|_
July 2009
6 posts
You talk to her, and it burns me like the sun.
Hope is a driving factor in helping us stay on course in life. It may feel as though it comes and goes, but in reality, there is always hope. There is always a chance for something else to happen, and you need to have faith that it will.
Fuck cb school’s hell today’s way boring weather’s hot like your temper I need to sleep for 24 hours right now now nowww. Byez. V
Shut me.
I can barely hear myself I can barely think I can barely breathe. I think I’m going a lil insanez.
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